On Being Conditioned and in LIMBO

When LIMBO was released in the summer of 2010, the phrase “indie game” was hardly in my lexicon. In fact, at the time, whenever I heard the phrase, only two games came to mind: Braid and Fat Princess. Neither was of much interest to me as I was too wrapped up in “real” (big) games, such as Mass Effect 2, Dragon Age: Origins, Uncharted 2, GTA IV, and any number of Nintendo DS games. These “real” games translated into real (really big) time-eaters – games that took weeks to complete, that had you making the tough choices, and that contained monsters and guns and pretty places. I was so engulfed in open worlds and dialog trees that I couldn’t see anything beyond those barriers.

It's weird when a picture really DOES speak 1000 words.
It’s weird when a picture really DOES speak 1000 words.

But seeing a gameplay review of LIMBO that summer made things…different. Not immediately different. The evolution was slow, the evolution of my mindset. Because I wasn’t much interested in anything that wasn’t expansive. LIMBO was short, contained, and minimal. And I just couldn’t unsee it’s…that…look.

Now, I’m not entirely sure I understand LIMBO or understood its story at the time I was playing it (last year), but I’m fairly certain that it involved a boy seeking a girl. And that boy’s journey was fraught with peril and dead things and big, nasty spiders, as any decent journey usually is. You, playing as the boy, romped along in a world that was, literally, limbo – that strange place between heaven and hell. The setting was alive but colorless, serene yet dangerous, and many a puzzle were set in your two dimensional, side-scrolling path.

The game gave you no direction at its start and only the simplest move set – forward, backwards, up, down, jump, and perform an action, such as activating a lever, pushing a button, or moving a block. So, upon waking up in your strange, new land, you started moving forward to see what was there to be seen. And what was there to be seen was quite sad and lovely. Oh, and deadly. In LIMBO, death was imminent. Because the moment your little boy tripped or tumbled or got to close to spiders and saw blades, it was the end. And the end, it was always vicious and viscous.

While I liked LIMBO well enough, any criticism that I type now will bring about my own undoing. Because as a puzzle game, LIMBO is remarkable. As a platform game, LIMBO is stunning. And as a storytelling game, LIMBO is sublime (if vague). My problem with LIMBO, and the one reason it took me so long to complete on Steam, was its limitations.

Ever since starting my journey with “modern” game some time ago, I’ve slowly, and not always consciously, been reconditioning my gaming expectations. Because before I started playing the likes of Fable and Mass Effect, I was used to simple. Simple stories, simple control schemes, simple gameplay. Though the games themselves were far from “simple,” their complexities weren’t overbearing and didn’t take away from the tasks at hand – save the Princess, get Samus to safety, kill all the demons, beat up the other player, drive to the finish line, and so on. Once I started playing larger games, RPGs and the like with open worlds, fancy mechanics, and control schemes that outweighed gamepads, I complained…but only for a little while. Yes, it took me extra time to get used to newer, bigger controllers with their swanky analog sticks and top buttons. It took me extra time to memorize what each button did and how to use any and all capabilities that a game offered. But once all that was in the bag, I was golden.

So quit buggin' me!
So quit buggin’ me!

And it’s what I came to expect from future games.

And it’s what I got because with my fresh, mad skills, I gravitated towards games that gave players lots to do. Lots of ways to get from beginning to end. Lots of ways to customize your controller so that you could shoot with one button instead of another. Lots of ways to mix up your “talk” and “draw weapon” moves. And lots of ways to forget everything that all the buttons did. But that was okay! Because in those games, I was doing big things with big people who were involved in big stories.

And then, along comes LIMBO to screw up everything my fingers had learned over the past half-decade. Okay sure, you could do some things, enough to get you through the game, but here are all the things you couldn’t do:

Run
Double jump
Throw
Shoot
Open
Hack
Build
Crouch
Crawl
Slide
Talk

Now, while I couldn’t imagine doing most of these things in LIMBO, damn if I didn’t want to at least be able to run faster and jump higher/longer. My move-big reflexes constantly wanted the game to go faster or be more explosive (not literally), and the game pushed back with its limitations. No, you can’t walk any faster. No, you can’t jump and further. No, you can’t crawl even if you really, really want to. No you can’t…no you can’t…NO YOU CAN’T SO STOPTRYINGALREADYANDENJOYTHEGODDAMNGORGEOUSGAME!

Is it out of your system? Yes? Moving on...
Is it out of your system? Yes? Moving on…

Which is what I did. I stopped trying to the push the game into something it wasn’t and sat back and watched it happen. But the horrible thing is, though I don’t have a problem with slow games, in the very back corners of my mind, I kept wanting LIMBO to be more than what it was. All those moments I had where I was enjoying the game’s simple intricacies (oh, how mesmerizing were its backdrops, from the eerie forests to the industrial wrecks), were permeated with feelings of do-something-bigger/be more satisfying/be less slow!

I can’t properly rectify my feelings concerning LIMBO because is a beautiful, creepy, thoughtful, delightful, and morbid game that I found wholly frustrating in the most personal kind of way. Then again, LIMBO developer Playdead didn’t make the game for me. If they had, I probably would have requested the double jump…at least.

And maybe the ability to fly.
And maybe the ability to fly.

14 thoughts on “On Being Conditioned and in LIMBO”

  1. Great read. I enjoyed Limbo for what it was. As you said, this is what the developer set out to do. It has some wonderful atmosphere and interesting puzzles. They aren’t going for something complex, but maybe I just prefer games that are. Even among just indie titles, I’ve certainly played more complex and interesting games (to me at least) than Limbo.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. LIMBO proved that sometimes less is better than more, that’s for sure. I liked LIMBO well enough, but like you, I think I also prefer games that give players more to do. But one of its big takeaways is how LIMBO told a great story without saying a word. I’d like it if developers who make big games learned from that.

      Liked by 1 person

  2. I adore Limbo! Definitely one of the best ‘indie’ games I’ve played in a long long time. I’m just stuck on the last achievement – Complete the game in one sitting with less than 5 deaths!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Y’know, it wasn’t until about halfway through the game that I realized it had achievements! Shame on me, but good for you! I can’t imagine getting through even a few minutes of LIMBO without dying. I’m quite good at that bit.

      Liked by 1 person

      1. It’s not so bad. A lot of exploring is definitely required, when you’re not getting shot at or the world isn’t rotating, etc. It’s just a case of playing certain chapters that you know you’re bad at until you’re not so bad, then doing the whole game through. Might take a while though… 🙂

        Liked by 1 person

  3. Limbo was one of my favorite indie games to ever come out. I thought everything about it was brilliant and was even scared at times. I thought the mechanics were spot on for the time and this game still lives up to today’s standards.

    Great piece. I hope you talk more about indie games out there!

    Like

    1. Thanks! LIMBO really is one of those seminal “must play” indie games. It’s beautiful and puzzling and holds its own against any mainstream game.

      I’ve done a few pieces on indie games (Gone Home, The Stanley Parable), but I haven’t played that many compared to more mainstream titles. The sad fact is that I’ve got a host of them sitting in my Steam library, but I’ve also got too many other “big” games that need attention. All in good time, I guess. 😊

      Liked by 1 person

        1. Well, you’ve got me beat my miles. I’ve beat two games this year — Bayonetta 2 and Batman: Arkham Origins. At the rate I’m going with Dragon Age: Inquisition and Xenoblade Chronicles, I’ll be lucky if I remember my Steam password in six (or nine, or twenty) months!

          Liked by 1 person

Start a conversation

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s